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The Unity of Biology and Ecology with Spirit Sacred Space : Dragon & Ice Castle |
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Rediscovery of Sacred Space in the Finger Lakes Part One: Chapter Thirty Three Heart of Darkness Tuesday, March 22, 1988 © 1989 David Yarrow
The phone woke me. I reached down from my bed to where it lay chirping on the floor. Answering, I heard a man's voice. "This is Bill Kirchbaum of DEC to talk to you about Marley's." I thought, "It's about time. Why didn't you call last month?" Anger boiled, and I surged awake to full attention. I restrained my emotions, and said cooly, "Nice to hear from you. Ward Stone said someone would call." "I understand you took some material out of the ground at Marley's and are trying to get it tested." I imagined the voice came from a middle-aged bureaucrat sitting comfortably at a large desk. If he was annoyed with me, his voice gave no hint. "That's right, I'm shipping samples to Ward today." "I assure you DEC will investigate what you uncovered at Marley's. Although Marley's isn't officially classified, we are treating it as a hazardous site from now on. " Abruptly, I sat up. "I've won!" I thought. ''They're taking me serious at last. Thank God!" I said, "I'm glad to hear that. I've gone to a lot of trouble to get action on the situation at Marley's. The last two months have been an intense strain on me and I hope the situation will receive proper attention now." "I understand you've been busy. I read your materials. I can't comment on them, but be assured we're taking your information seriously." He sounded apologetic, and he should. "What does that mean?" I asked. "An engineer will contact you later today to schedule a date next week to go with you to Marley's to take an official sample." "That isn't necessary. I've got 4 quarts here and a small bottle of it for your department. I was going to deliver it today." "We can't accept your sample. For legal purposes we will have one of our own staff take an official sample." "I understand. What am I to do with the stuff I've got?" "You'll have to dispose of it at your own expense. I suggest you treat it as hazardous waste and dispose of it appropriately." This annoyed me. At my own expense! After all my risk and effort I have to dispose of my samples. "Oh really," I said with thinly veiled agitation. "How am I supposed to do that?" "There are several local businesses who handle hazardous waste. You can look them up in a phone book." I decided to drop the subject. "So how soon can I expect the transformers to be removed?" I asked. "We are not in the business of waste disposal and site decontamination. We must first determine if there is any waste at Marley's to be disposed of. If we determine there is, the property owner will have to contract with a private agency who is certified to handle whatever materials are there." More layers of bureaucracy, more procedures, more stalling. Of course. No wonder it has taken so long to cleanup the Meadowbrook site. It seems I haven't quite won yet. "OK," I said, "I'll be here today and wait for your engineer to call." Saying good-bye, we hung up. A short while later Linda arrived to pick up the two packages. We had a lengthy review of my packaging, and how they would be shipped. She inspected my packing. Satisfied, she left with a promise to get them out the same day. Two hours later the phone rang. "This is Dick Brickwedde, Regional Attorney for the DEC. I understand you believe hazardous substances are buried at Marley's." This sounded like a younger man than Kirchbaum. "Right," I said. "I took four quarts of nasty smelling sludge from 6 feet underground at Marley's two days ago. I've sent samples to Ward Stone and the Assistant Attorney General. Ward promised to test my sample as quick as possible." "I understand. I spoke to one of our undercover investigators, and he'll contact you Thursday. I'd like you to accompany him to Marley's and show him the site where you got your samples. He has a badge and is authorized to go on private property." My blood began to simmer. "Look, I was told last month DEC didn't conduct investigations, and had no authority to go onto Marley's. Now I find out you do have investigators who can go there. What's going on here?" "You must have spoken to someone in another division. We have an officer with a badge and gun who can take action at the direction of my office. I trust you'll cooperate with him." "Sure, I'll be happy to. But I've got four quarts of stuff from Marley's I can turn over to you." "We can't accept any substances from you. Our investigator will advise us if we need to take any samples of our own." My blood temperature was rising but I tried to remain civil. "Suppose I bring one out to you anyway?" "We'd refuse it. We can't accept evidence from private citizens. If samples need to be taken, our people have to do it." "Bill Kirchbaum called this morning and said you were going to take a sample. Now you say maybe. What's going on?" "That's Mr. Kirchbaum's disgression. If one of his staff is going to take a sample, that will satisfy my office." "So I just stuck my neck out for nothing." "We have to follow strict legal procedure here. We can't accept samples not taken by our own staff. If we have to take legal action, we have to have a chain of evidence that will stand up in court. Otherwise the evidence would be compromised,"I cooled slightly. "So what am I supposed to do with my 4 quarts of sludge? I can't just dump it down the toilet," "You'll have to dispose of it yourself at your own expense." "That's great. I go to all this trouble and then have to pay to get rid of a problem someone else created." "I'm afraid so. We are a public agency bound by certain administrative procedures." "So when are you going to remove the transformers?" "We don't take actions like that. The DEC doesn't have the equipment to do excavation. We don't even own a backhoe." My patience with this run around wore thin and now it broke. I exploded in an unrestrained tirade. "Look, don't give me anymore legal mumbo jumbo. I told you people weeks ago there were transformers buried at Marley's. I did my best to satisfy myself they're there. I stuck my neck out writing letters and press releases, holding press conferences, talking to officials, taking people to Marley's. Anyone can see something was buried there. You people ignored the situation. So I had to do your job and go there and take a sample. And in the process I got some nasty shit on my skin with God know's what effect on my own health. I want to know what I got on my skin and what it will do to me. I tired of this bureaucratic crap. Talk to me like I'm a human being, not some stupid idiot. Speak English. When are you going to get those damn toxic bombs out of the ground? Do I have to dig them out myself?" "I'm sorry you've been put through this." Dick's tone shifted as his legal mask lowered at last and I began to hear a real human voice. "We're now treating Marley's as a hazardous site even though it's not officially classified as such. Our Hazardous Waste Bureau in Albany is being notified and will conduct an evaluation. If this shows there's hazardous materials at Marley's, we will initiate legal action to get them removed." "What does that mean?" I was cooling down. Dick now sounded like he was making an honest commitment. I even detected genuine concern in his voice. But I remained wary. "I can't say how the Bureau will respond. They have their own experts and they will conduct their own evaluation. I suggest you cooperate with our investigators and let us take things from there. You've done your job. We can take over from here." "OK, fine. You're beginning to convince me the right actions will be taken, which is more than Pyramid has done so far. But I intend to see those transformers are removed and a proper investigation made. I'll wait for your man to call. And I'm sorry I lost my temper. This has been a great strain. No fun at all." "I understand. Let us handle this now. As a public agency, we have to follow our legal procedures and guidelines. I assure you we sincerely want to remove any dangers which might exist at Marley's." Saying good-bye, we hung up. Later that day, I got another call from the DEC, this one from an engineer to set a date to take a sample. I carefully explained to him the cavity I had taken my sample from was six feet deep and the water table was less than three feet. This evoked surprise from the engineer, who asked how I'd taken my sample. I described how I pounded seven feet of three inch iron pipe into the cavity and then slid an eight foot copper ,pipe down this sleeve. Capping the end of the copper pipe, I'd sucked up sludge to decant into quart jars. The engineer sounded a little confused by this. We agreed to under the Hiawatha Street bridge at 10am Tuesday. That evening I went to Rich Phillips to watch a videotape I'd received in the mail the previous week. It was about organic farming and nuclear power done Brian Coyle, an artist from New York City. Two years before I'd guided Brian to organic farms in the Finger Lakes. I was also his cameraman, since I'd learned video engineering years before at Syracuse University. The trips were exhausting to add to other chores I already shouldered to organize New York's organic food system. I'd been paid only $100 for my time and technical support. Now, months later, Brian sent me a copy so I could see what he had fashioned from those long hours of travel and shooting. It was not a documentary, but an artwork of images and poetry entitled Tyonhehkoh, which in native Iroquois tongue means Sustenance. Among the Iroquois, as with most native Americans, the primary staple food was the Three Sisters: corn, beans and squash. These are considered the special foods given to humans to nourish them in their journey on Earth. Of these, corn was called Mother, from their belief the human body was made from corn. Com was the principal food in any meal, and the principal crop cultivated in agriculture. Corn is used as a sacrament in nearly all religious ceremonies, much as Christians use bread and crackers for Communion. Special dishes of corn are cooked for the feasts that are part of the complex ceremonies of Iroquois spiritual practices. I was disappointed the video would earn no marks for technical quality. Some of my camera work was overexposed and other parts were shaky as I struggled to hold a heavy color camera still on an aching shoulder in stiff wind. Some of Brian's soundtrack was garbled or filled with noise. And most of our subjects were not the smooth talking, slick sounding spokespeople we're used. to seeing on TV and movie screens. Still, the tape contained many touching statements by farmers expressing their concern for the Earth, and their way of life working with seed and soil. They articulated their belief in chemical free farming, and their fears and frustrations which come with a difficult life of hard work and uncertain harvests. But Brian's video documentary has a dark side. It is also about nuclear power. You see, in the heart of the Finger Lakes, between Cayuga and Seneca Lakes, near the Town of Romulus, sits the Seneca Army Depot. This heavily guarded US Army base is the Heart of Darkness, for here lives the ancient Mediterranean God of the Underworld, Pluto. Seneca Army Depot contains more plutonium than any other site in the northeast United States. Seneca Army Depot is the storage site for nuclear bombs and missiles. It's the transshipment point for nuclear weapons servicing the entire Eastern theater of military operations. From here bombs for B-52's are trucked to airbases, and Pershing and Cruise missiles are flown to Europe. Officially, the Department of Defense will neither confirm or deny that nuclear weapons are at the Depot. Unofficially, investigators have shown beyond reasonable doubt the weapons are there. Interspersed with Brian's footage of the organic farmers of the Finger Lakes were aerial shots of row after row of the hundreds of underground bunkers where the bombs that can end our world lie hidden. How sadly ironic that the very sacred land once trod by Peacemaker in his quest to end war and killing among the ancestors of the Iroquois is now the repository for the weapons that could obliterate human civilization. How tragic that just a few miles south of Palmyra where in 1823 Joseph Smith found ancient golden tablets beneath Hill Cumorah now lie the weapons of Armageddon. So the organic farmers in Brian's video also talk about their feelings living in the shadow of this massive facility devoted to nuclear war. They describe watching huge cargo planes in mottled olive drab camouflage glide in and out with their deadly cargoes. They express their emotions to watch tractor-trailers of weapons roll through streets of towns where they sell their organic foods. They wonder how many Soviet missiles are aimed directly at their land. They worry when an accident will poison for thousands of years the soil whose fertility they work so hard to maintain, ending their livelihood. They speculate on the future of a planet facing nuclear annihilation. One of the most articulate was my friend Dave Stern. He stood in the doorway of his barn, his face half lit by dim light from outside where a steady drumming of rain fell. The other half of his rugged yet sensitive face was hidden in shadows. In the beginning he talked about our need to make peace with Nature and end our war of pesticides and herbicides against insects and weeds. He articulated his faith that humans can learn to share the Earth with all creatures in God's Creation. Then, with my camera pulled tight to his face to capture every nuance of emotion, he began to talk about "those human pesticides we call nuclear bombs." He spoke with quiet intensity of how a nuclear war would completely disrupt the ecosystem, ruining soil and atmosphere, making agriculture impossible for centuries. He expressed the burden of his personal commitment to two occupations: farming, and working for peace. It was a moving segment, and it came alive on the screen to touch my own heart with light and hope. On my way home, I remembered in 1977 the Haudenosaunee sent a 21 person delegation to Geneva, Switzerland to testify to the United Nations. Their three position papers were bound into a book titled A Basic Call to Consciousness to convey the view of the Natural People of the Earth. The first paper was titled Spiritualism: The Highest Form of Political Consciousness. In it, they discussed. their view of nuclear technology.
I arrived at my dark and empty home shortly after 10 pm. I was tired and discouraged and still needed to finish my press release. As I walked in, the phone rang. I picked it up but the answering machine was already grinding out its pre-recorded message. I yelled above my electronic voice; at the other end I heard a voice. Finally the message ended as a beep sounded. The machine began recording. "David, I heard today you used the Center to pour hazardous chemicals into bottles." It was Lucy, President of Wellspring. "Right. I ran into problems Monday, and wound up at the Center. I had to decant a quart of sludge from Marley's into smaller bottles to distribute as samples for testing." "David, I'm angry you did that. How could you do such a thing? The Center is a healing place. You have no right to use it for your personal purposes like that." Here comes another argument, another fight over power. In a deeply tired voice, I said, "Well, Monday was a bad day. All my plans fell apart and I found myself having to improvise." "Why do you think you can do that? You've no right." "No one has the right to bury toxic waste in the ground in a place that threatens the city either," I replied in a weak voice. "Why did you do that? Couldn't you do that some place else?" Her voice was like a fist smashing into my weary mind. "You had to have been there. I had a headache and I....." "Why didn't you do it at your house? It you want to risk yourself, do it in your home, not the Center." The angry voice continued its attack. "I didn't plan it. My other plans fell through. I was trying to find a way to move ahead in an impossible situation." I had no energy to argue and felt Lucy didn't care to listen anyway. "You could have done it out on the sidewalk. Why did you have to do it inside the Center?" The voice kept hammering. "It was cold and windy and the sidewalk isn't level...... "The Center's no place for poison. It's where people come for healing." I said nothing. Arguing was pointless. Defense was futile. What's done is done. Lucy's anger was deeper and older than what happened Monday, and wouldn't respond to reason or compassion. Lucy, too, said nothing for several seconds. My answering machine impassively monitored our tragic talk, recording every word and emotion. Hearing silence, its microprocessor decided our conversation was over and disconnected the phone. Suddenly the line was dead, and a dial tone buzzed in my ear. I listened to its monotony, and thought about Lucy's reaction at the other end. I laughed softly, hung up and thanked my answering machine for ending my agony. Almost immediately the phone rang again. I let it ring, knowing it was Lucy, undoubtedly now more angry than before. I slowly climbed to my office, and sat in my chair. The answer machine finished its message and beeped. Lucy's outraged voice burst over the speaker demanding to know why I'd hung up. She demanded I pick up the phone and talk. I listened without moving as she raged into the tape. Finally she hung up. I sat in the darkness several minutes sinking into sadness. At last I pressed the "play" button. There were no messages, just Lucy. I listened to the argument again, hearing the deep tiredness and discouragement in my own voice.
The replay ended. I sat several minutes thinking and sinking in the dark, cold room. Lucy's anger seemed petty next to the genetic damage that will be induced if gallons of PCBs are released into our environment. She, of course, had a legal and moral right to argue and protest my action. But I wondered what would be left of our world if everyone turned their backs on someone in my predicament. How tragic that after pouring my time and life to create and nurture the Center, I found its doors closed in anger at my own moment of need. I had been here before. I knew from years experience that criticism is easier to obtain than assistance. I'd seen short-term self interest defeat noble efforts to create healthy order. Time after time I'd watched egotism and ambition undermine idealism. Why should here and now be any different? I turned on the light, loaded disks into my computer, turned it on, and went downstairs to turn up the thermostat. Plodding numbly upstairs, I resumed work on my press release. Friday was only two days away. I'd made my choice weeks before. Despite my heavy heart, now was no time to turn back and give in to the negative emotion being hurled in my path.
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